MY RECYCLED SOUL
Elizabeth is right back to where she has always been.
Elizabeth thinks she has found her happy place in life and love, until her parents disrupt her entire life to move to Ireland.
She does not want to be in Ireland.
She wants everything to go back to the way it is supposed to be, until she meets Jared, and it is love at first sight.
An instant connection.
It feels to her as if she was looking for him, without even knowing that she was.
Read Chapter One
I smile broadly all the way home from school.
There is a skip in my step and a song in my heart, and it feels as if my life is on track, everything is perfect, and nothing could ever change how I feel—nothing at all.
I have always secretly liked Jason, and although he went out with Carol for almost two years, I still have a serious crush on him. He is, after all, the most popular, most handsome boy in school, and now it appears, he is eventually aware of my existence.
This afternoon I saw him standing on the steps leading away from school, waiting for someone, and I was going to walk past, as always. I usually pretend I do not notice him, and then at the last moment, I will look up and say, “Hi, Jason,” casually, in my over-practiced voice.
Just as I opened my mouth to deliver my line, I heard him say, “Hi, Elizabeth,” in that deep, husky voice of his.
Abruptly my mind went void of all thoughts and intentions, and although my gut feeling urged me to walk away, the butterflies in my stomach tumbling and dropping, my feet stopped moving anyway.
I turned to face him and said, “Hi, Jason,” a bit awkwardly, but making sure to let his name almost whisper over my lips–once again over practised, and my feeble attempt at being sexy.
My mind filled rapidly with screaming and shouting, so loudly, it was difficult to hear myself think and besides, I did not want him to realize he had just made my day, in fact, made my life.
I made a quick exit, before I started babbling, making a fool of myself. My feet started to walk me away, and I smiled sweetly over my shoulder, catching his gaze following me.
I cannot believe he knows my name!
I replay this very short conversation with him in my mind over and over again, the entire way home. I cannot wait to share my news with someone, anyone.
What I did not realize, is that my future is not in my hands, and change is not a choice.
As soon as I walk through my front door, I know something is wrong.
My mum and Sean approach me, and if not for Sean’s happy smile, I would be thinking someone died. My mum looks cheerful, but nervous, as she comes to stand next to me, putting her arm across my shoulders reassuringly.
Then the radiant, happy smile fades from my face, as my world crashes to my feet.
Sean announces with great excitement, “We are moving.”
I look at him shocked. “Where?” I feel my mum’s hand on my shoulder tighten encouragingly.
“To Ireland,” he beams.
“When did this happen?” I ask in disbelief. This cannot be happening to me. Not now. Not today.
“Your mum and I have been discussing it for a while, and we made the decision last week. I have made a few phone calls, and everything just fell into place as if it was all meant to be.”
I feel fear push up in my chest, from the immense despondency suddenly filling me like a flash flood, permeating every cell in my body. I move away from my mum, mumbling, “I am going to my room. Homework.”
Moving away from my mum, I feel her hand drop from my shoulders. I sense she wants to say something. Something to encourage me, to motivate me, but I do not want to hear what she has to say.
I need to be alone.
As I climb the stairs to my room, thoughts rush through my mind: we are moving not just house or city, but country.
Sean has Irish ancestors and his great, extremely great grandfather was a lord of some importance about a million years ago. Unfortunately, being the only son, he inherited an apparent manor in the west of Ireland from his dad last year. A house that has been in his family since the time of this great grandfather and this is where we will be moving to now.
In the weeks that follow, I start having the strangest dreams. My friend, Rebecca, says it is my subconscious trying to prepare me for the future.
Although I try to hold onto these dreams, to try and make sense of them, they escape my mind as fast as water down a blocked drain. They linger for a few days at the back of my mind, and then they melt away, forgotten.
In my first dream, I am dressed in a funny medieval kind of dress and my hair is tied up in twisting braids on top of my head. I am crying despondently. The sobs shudder through my body until I become aware of someone watching me. I look up, but I do not recognise the boy looking down at me. He has dark curly hair, intense blue eyes, and his lips match his rosy cheeks perfectly. He has the face of an angel. Looking up at him, I feel a sense of peace settle over me.
I sob, “Who are you?”
“Devlin.” He says casually as if I should know who he is.
“What do you want?”
He does not reply, but he sits down onto the fallen tree trunk beside me, while looking at me sympathetically.
I continue crying, dropping my face into my upturned palms, while he sits next to me in silence.
After a while I look up at him, with red-rimmed eyes, and say, “It’s just not fair, you know.”
He looks back at me solemnly.
“I am my da’s only daughter and he always told me to be independent in a world where women are second-rated, so I cannot understand why he is doing this.” I glance at him, wondering how much I can say, but then I decide I just do not care who he tells. The whole world needs to know the injustice of what is being done to me. “He only wants to further his own aspirations of being more important than what he actually is.”
His voice is soft when he speaks, “What is it that your da wants you to do?”
“He wants me to marry Gerard, the neighbour’s son. I do not even know him.”
“Maybe it would not be so bad if you married him.”
I look at him appalled.
“I have seen him. He looks well brought up and he would not treat you ill.”
“That’s not the point. I do not want to marry him.”
I feel the damp of the night air settle on my shoulders and I shudder as a cold shiver squeeze through me.
For a couple of nights, I dream of Devlin. We are always sitting on a tree trunk surrounded by trees and shafts of sunlight.
I get to the point where I want to escape into my dreams, away from the truth of moving.
In my reality everything becomes a haze and I remain in shock and disbelief as my mum and Sean continue past me and through me, as if I am invisible, not taking any notice of me in their busy schedule to make the move happen without any problems.
What readers are saying...
An Amazon Breakthrough Novel Award Expert Reviewer 2010, says, “Recycled Souls grabs the reader with a personal but very absorbing story, projecting the main character's emotions with unusual intensity. This contemporary Young Adult excerpt is written in the first person, from Elizabeth's point of view. Uprooted from her home, teenaged Elizabeth moves to Ireland with her mother and step-father. The writing style, expressive of a young girls' experience and accentuated by a dreamy present tense style, offers an excellent read.”
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ Moving
Her stepfather has decided to move the family to Ireland but she does not want to go. All she wants is to go back that she does not see him at first. Then she starts to learn about things around her. What will she learn? Where will she want to be? See what she learns. Tanyawriter on December 8, 2019
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ❤️❤️❤️ This is such a Sweet story!
The writing draws you in and keeps you involved throughout the whole story, I found myself in love with not only the characters but also the world that was created. The descriptions of the characters and their feelings are so involved, you can truly picture it in your mind. Their attitudes toward the events that are happening makes the story even richer. 💤💋Sleep_Reader💋💤 on November 15, 2019
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ Love Reincarnated
I really liked this book. I can’t wait to dive into the second instalment. From the beginning I was worried about it being a steamy novel but every time, it was kept clean and this really made all the difference! I’ve never read any books on the idea of reincarnated souls and love and destiny. It made for a very unique read and kept the angst level simmering, ever there, in the background. And...it broke my heart. Michaela on October 12, 2019
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ Good read
This story is for the teen or young adult. It is an intense love story with a surprising ending that hopefully leads to a sequel for the book. A very surprising look at the depth of love between two teens and the maturity that in which they handle themselves. fischer on October 3, 2019
★ ★ ★ ★ Good Read
The book is a good teen and young adult sweet romance read. The story has a good story line. The characters are good. The story is an enjoyable sweet romance read. Kimberly on September 22, 2019
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ A 5 STAR RECOMMENDED BOOK!!!
Wow, what a powerful story this is! I felt like I was on an emotional roller coaster as I was alternately so happy and so sad for Elizabeth during her different circumstances (no spoilers though)... That is a sign of a good book when it gets you so emotionally involved! Lynette has become one of my favorite Indie authors as all her books that I have read draw you in and you don't want to put them down because you just have to know what is going to happen next! I love the premise of a book about "recycled souls" as I do believe in soulmates and destiny! I highly recommend this book and I cannot wait to read more from this talented author! Kindle Customer on December 9, 2016
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ Like A Roller-coaster Ride
OMG I felt like I was on a roller-coaster ride when I read this book. The emotions of being a teenager, experiencing being the new kid in town, of first love, loss, rejection, of hope for happiness when all odds are against you - and then getting hurt, pushing everything away - until love comes to find you and makes you start all over again. It's a wonderful and amazing book you'll think about after you finish. You may even want to go back and read it again. I know I'm going to. Just one more chapter! on October 6, 2016
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ A great story
This story had me on the edge of my seat from start to finish. The love Jared and Elizabeth feel for each other was touching. Jared was so dedicated to Elizabeth after the accident and it broke my heart when, thinking she was 'saving' him, she chased him away. This book will make you cry! I loved it! Love To Read! on June 30, 2015
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ Read this Now!
This book has been released in the past (this life, not a previous one...just to clarify!) and I read it. And then I read it again. And again. And again. My summary for this book in the past was "Everything happens for a reason". Trust me, it's true. And that is the reason you should read this book. ASAP! This is one of those special ones, ones that have moments where you just have to put the book down to try to grasp what you've just read - and then re-read it - because it's just that good. And as a teaser - there is a voice mail in this book that will rip your still-beating heart out of your chest, hurl it across the room, where lephrechans (it takes place in Ireland, so why not) will then jump all over it. The author knows how to do emotions so, so well. I love this book. You will too. Scott R. on September 23, 2013
Genres:Young Adult Fiction / Romance / Clean & WholesomeYoung Adult Fiction / Visionary & Metaphysical